Why Create This?

My journey is not perfect and over the years, my struggles have gone up and down. Yet, the biggest fear has always been letting down the people I lead. I am scared of people seeing my vulnerability because I don’t want them to think any less of me. Hence the Creation of this blog. I want to share my journey as a struggling pastor, in hopes that i can show people that we struggle like any other.

Now the second question you may have is why be anonymous? To be honest, it comes in fear of being totally vulnerable with the world. I still struggle with sharing my imperfections, even with my own wife. Thus, i choose to leave this blog in an anonymous state. However, let me be clear, Anonymity doesn’t equate to running from my problems. It simply allows for the ability to deepen my relationship with God, while processing my struggles, but also being open with those struggles.

The reality of the matter is I am broken, and I desire a way to express that brokenness. If you feel it in your heart to coninue to read, I hope to publish 1-2 times a week, and see where that journey takes me.

- The Unknown Pastor